A week after that car incident, lots of changed.

Instead of being unhappy to get a new car, I'm now kind of excited! I must be emotionally battered at that time to not feel the excitement. Tomorrow, I'll get it on my hands when I go back KB!

On top of that, I have a new phone!! An iPhone! Something I wanted but decided I wouldn't get. Too out of budget. Everytime I'm a step closer to it, I'm pushed 2 steps back. So finally, I gave up the thought. I do need a new hp desperately cos my old one was going bunkers. In fact, I was already eyeing the SE T707 when my bf surprised me with an iPhone! =)))

So now, I have a new car, a new phone and waiting for my new house to be complete.

I'm not bragging. I'm grateful and blessed. This is my blog so I chose this to be an outlet for me to express my gratitude. Yeah, whatever. I'm bragging. Muahahah..

Nothing to brag too. This does not eliminate the fact that I do need to pay the bank a certain hefty sum of amount every mth and so.. if you really think abt it.. nothing much has changed. I'm still gonna be broke every mth. See me using my new car and new hp, but don't approach me asking if I could join for unnecessary trips please. =)

Why is there a cake at the Blogger's sign? Is it Blogger's birthday?

Well, if so Happy Birthday!

Am so tired. Was gonna got o bed but suddenly feel so hungry! So I cooked and was eating my happy bowl of mee goreng while flooding Twitter.

Anyway, now too full to sleep. Must digest a bit, at least 5 mins so blog la. Before fellow Twitterians complain about me!

My car broke down yesterday while I was on the way to Bandar for work. It was somewhere along the KB-Lumut bypass. In fact, I was nearing the turning into Lumut already, passed the bridge when my car overheated and decided to take its last breath after 15 years of service. It couldn't wait til it brought me safely to Bandar first.

But oh well... So I was stuck in Lumut for about 45 mins waiting for the tow truck to come, drenched in my own sweat while waiting. Perfect way to start the day. I suppose I should be thankful it was raining. Imagine cannot open windows/doors, cooped up inside the car. Sauna man...

Anyway, yeap. Engine overheated, completely spoiled. Need to replace a new one. Need to find the replacement some more and cost of fixing, roughly around 1k. Die. Plus car so old already, even after fix also risky since I travel so often.

So after lunch, jus for fun, we went to look at some cars. Long long longggg story short, in the end I decided on a 2 years old Camry.

At night, I couldn't sleep. Tossed and turned. Wondered how on Earth I'm gonna cough up the down payment. I'll be having a miserable life for the next 5 years binding myself to 5 years of car loan. Sigh... So long trips, shoppings, shoes, bags, phones and all...

Then I heard this story. My mum told me that this uncle, age don't know 50+ already got himself one of these "China Dolls". Just to define, CD are girls/women that came from China to our nice country, including our neighbourings, to "do business" and con money from stupid old man and a homewrecker.

Anyway, this uncle... For this CD, willing to wreck his home and good marriage and use all the money to pay her! Not cheap some more! 50k leh! And not in Brunei some more. Don't know how they meet, don't really care also. But thing is, she's not in Brunei now leh cos he sends these money via bank to wherever the hell she is. Not 50k once. It's 50k per sending leh!! And it's reported he sent many times already! Can you imagine?! If say sent 3 times, that's like 150k leh! Not small the amount ok?

Mum was like saying that's an expensive piece of "ham jun peng". That's an understatement lo! If she is not in Brunei, means that she doesn't even to spread to get money leh! So it's not payment like one time 50k! It's 1 time more than 50k!! Skills man I tell you.

We always see what we want to see.

We always think what we want to think.

And sadly, we usually think other people should see or think the same way.
No, that's not right. Generally, people should not think like that. People should think that everyone is entitled to their own opinions and learn not to generalized everyone.
Sadly enough, that's not how it works.

Why am I bothered?

Cos I'm with someone like that. It's so hard to make him see my POV! Went into such a battle last night. Weird night. I don't know. Maybe we both had a bit too much to drink...

.......

I have NO idea why I'm blogging about this. Usually I don't blog about my relationship stuff.. Maybe I'm not so much awake yet...

Human are such greedy and selfish people.

When you have a crush on someone and you're sure he doesn't even know you're alive, you think to yourself "If only he notices me. That's all. That's enough. I want nothing more."

When he finally notices you and you guys are friends, you think "If only he likes me more than just friends. Just a little. That's enough. I won't ask for more."

When he proposes to you to be his girlfriend, you cry in joy. Finally it happened. But soon, you'll think "Does he like me enough? Like I like him? What is the intensity of our relationship? What is it to him?"

The questions never end.

Human are such greedy and selfish people.

It's getting harder and harder for people to blog these days. I feel like the trend might die soon, if it haven't already. I myself, basically have not much to blog about anyway. I like to do blog-hopping and I feel other bloggers think the same too.

What used to be 2-3 times a week of blog updates turn into once every few weeks... With not much content too. I guess it's an after effect of the existence of the likes of Facebook, Twitter and maybe more others out there. With all these one line updates, it's much easier and convenient to put down people's random thought. Especially those at the spur of the moment. Unlike blogging where one might need to manifest on. Might. So after you update every moment of your life or what you think or what you're doing, what's there left to blog about?

Especially like twitters. You can tweet as many updates as you like and people can follow you. Can reply to you and you can reply back. Can upload pictures and with one click, people can view it. You can do all these even on the go. It's all a simplify version of blogging! Cbox, updates, pictures, even backgrounds, all into one.

No wonder people hardly updates their blogs these days...

But they're times, like now for instance, I do feel like typing down lot so of nonsense, just for the heck of it. Guess that's when blogs come in handy... =)

I came across 2 very interesting quotes from 2 celebrity. One some months ago, one quite recently.

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